Something is stirring inside of me.
It's been going on for quite some time.
I wish that I could pinpoint exactly what it is.
but i can't.
Sometimes I want to run away....far, far away....and just chill with God in a beautiful land full of waterfalls and exotic animals that make me smile and my own organic garden where I can walk outside and eat breakfast in the raw.
and other times?
I want to move to Michigan. I long for community in the deepest part of my soul and I know I can find it there.
because I already have.
On other days, I long for something completely different.
expanding my family. moving to India. exploring Ecuador. selling all i have and moving to a far, desolate land where everything i worry about now is just 'vapor.'
my soul yearns for something deeper.
i believe God made it this way.
my soul yearns for something deeper.
i believe God made it this way.
I want to be someone different.
i am someone different.
i am not who i was.
and I thank God for this often.
"Talitha Cumi."
Yes, Lord.... ♥